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twisting, turning, falling, flying.

Thu Jun 4, 2009, 6:00 PM
i imagine. i dream. i fantasize.
more often than not, i question myself, my sanity
as i walk through the scattered shelves of my mind
lined with bottled dreams, beating against the glass…

blindly wandering a maze of glittering fantasies,
i consider the thinnest of possibilities
stumbling down aisles where the dreams no longer sparkle
instead emitting heavy, quiet shadows that stain my heart
settling, a dark, writhing mass in my gut.

dreams are the sustenance of children
a glowing mist that lifts people beyond their nightmares
down the path beyond.

so. i imagine. i dream. i fantasize. just like you.

but...what am i to make of my world?


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honestly, i overthink things so much i might drive myself insane one day...
i do have a lot of questions, which quiet frankly overload my brain till there's room for nothing else.

what would it be like to willingly accept a hug from anyone?
to not be hypersensitive of how close a person is
feel their presence surround me, closing in on me
each person's distinct smell floating in the air
…how i wish i could.


or else...

what would it be like to get stabbed?
my life blood pumping out, overflowing from my cupped hands?
how much would it hurt? could i still fight back? would i scream?
who would help? who would care?
would i survive?


in light of things, i don't really think about how such problems affect me as much as others. like if i could accept a hug from friends without feeling like they're intruding horribly into my bubble, how that would make them feel.
or if i were to be stabbed, what would that bring out in people around me.
etc. etc.

well, hope that made even the slightest sense. i think too much.

now, away from the big, the bad, the deep, and the serious; onto the other random shit in my brain. haha.

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Recent Quotes I Heard and Liked:

"Good judgment comes from experience, and experience comes from bad judgment." - cousin, Aaron

"I dreamt of eating a 10-pound marshmallow, and when I woke up, the pillow was gone."

"It's not about the size of the boat, it's in the motion of the ocean." - my science teacher, Mrs. Cancino, in sex ed. [HAHA this one is so perfect. for all the other guys out there who are insecure, it's not all about size. xD]
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Random Fact: kenji's hats are bomb. :]

that is all.

-lin

  • Mood: Stuck
  • Listening to: Gackt - Uncertain Memory
  • Eating: Cap'n Crunch Berries . Fruit Gushers
  • Drinking: 7up

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i'm 14, i'm asian, i'm small, i wear glasses, i have sharp nails, and i don't usually get a lot of sleep. not much else to it. art's my life. peace out.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: SoCal
  • Interests: capturing the life of the moment, to be remembered timelessly.
  • Favourite movie: Studio Ghibli - Hayao Miyazaki films
  • Favourite band or musician: alice nine. - SID - DBSK - Wang Lee Hom - Owl City
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Sabella Moreno. you are amazing.
  • Favourite game: Rock, Paper, Scissors...and the infinite variations of punishment involved.
  • Favourite cartoon character: the ultimate Daoist, Winnie-the-Pooh
  • Personal Quote: An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind. - Live and let live.

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Comments


You should put that pic of Ale'x scar. xP
haha, maybe.

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Never hold your farts in. They travel up your spine, into your brain, and that is where shitty ideas come from.
remember that you're getting so many page views because of me.

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~The key to patience starts...with a jacked up internet.
Thanks for the fav! <3<3

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"Stand or die."
hey, I need a pic, but it's hard to find one the right size...
help me get one when you come over.
I'm telling you this now, because I will forget, and once you mention deviantart, I'll remember.
So remind me.

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~The key to patience starts...with a jacked up internet.
Thank you for the :+fav:s and the watch! :) I really appreciate it :heart: :D

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Why, in this empty room,
is my body shaking?
Tell me...


www.louisalings.dk
why have you always been quiet :l

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If at first you don't succeed, you fail.
by always u mean...?

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Never hold your farts in. They travel up your spine, into your brain, and that is where shitty ideas come from.
i dont see u talk much

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If at first you don't succeed, you fail.
i see...
well, i figure why talk when it's more interesting to listen.
...to me, anyway.

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Never hold your farts in. They travel up your spine, into your brain, and that is where shitty ideas come from.

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