loathing. adoring.
revering. despising.

must i make up my mind?
why can't we just let our hearts decide?
follow that long gone primitive instinct we've tried so hard to snuff out,
because we think that with our oversized brains, we must be above that.

instead of overthinking, weighing, always deciding.
constantly telling myself to make a choice,
that it can't be right until we've considered every option.
must there be a right and wrong answer?

with every uttered word, i age.
the world spins.
and we continue to love, to hate.

abhorring. worshipping.
venerating. contemning.

to be human, surely, does not feel very human.
i don't know what we are any more.

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...happy birthday to me. xP
i think too much. as stated. 'nuff said. haha.
i wonder if i should try stopping to make these ' poetic ' entries > >

shout out to all my canada peeps xD miss you...
feels like i'd been ripped away from another part of me.
can't wait for this winter. :]

and ugh...summer hw. don't want school to start now =.=

"Procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday."

"As you get older, you start to realize who your real friends are. You edit them out.
Sometimes you delete the wrong person so the only thing to do is to send them another friend request with a message that says sorry :]" - Will Lam xD

“I think that the reason we live is to create the strongest creature ever. That’s why we kill each other
and only the survivors get to breed.”

“I found one day in school a boy of medium size ill-treating a smaller boy. I expostulated, but he replied:
'The bigs hit me, so I hit the babies; that's fair.' In these words he epitomized the history of the human race.” - Bertrand Russell

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Random Fact: bah. i'm old. :/

enjoy and good day.

-lin